I have a confession to make. Every time I get really happy or life is going well, I get writer’s block because, for some reason, I think that this blog has to be about constant doom and gloom. I also am scared of being happy because my team of docto’s as well as some people that are in my circle, have made sure that I correlate too much happiness with the possibility of being manic. So here I sit. Happy sitting on my hands, hypothetically trying not to touch shit or fuck anything up because God forbid I am manic and I empty my bank account or fuck a man whose only discernible skill is blowing my back out. My mom reads this blog, by the way. I think to get more insight into how her daughter’s brain works, I’m sure she wishes she could unlearn a few things. Anyway, When I finally get happy, I'm like, “I have no hard-hitting melancholy topic to write about; what do I do?” I forgot I said I would talk about astrology or self-image or whatever the fuck I want to talk about because my journey to inner peace is mine. So sorry if this isn’t controversial, but I’m pretty okay today.
I have been busy with digital marketing and making ebooks. I just made one about how to make a custom meal plan for free using Chatgpt just for fun because that’s the kind of nerd I am. Here’s the link: HERE. The point is I can do whatever I want, and that’s ok. I just have to get used to having a positive outlook as a concept. I love you guys. Thank you for your support. I will brainstorm some new topics later, but I am happy that I have you to share my point of view with. Peace Out.
"Pretty ok" sounds pretty okay to me :). I agree though, happiness is scary. In "Daring Greatly," Brene Brown talks about how as humans some of us are in constant fear the bottom will drop out and/or something catastrophic will happen to us when things are going ok in our lives - - It all goes back to vulnerability. Happy to share my copy and the section with you!
It makes me happy that you’re happy ☺️